*Disclaimer* This is sad.
I have an estranged relationship with my father, I have spoke to him once in the last six years. He was found dead today by my 16 year old brother. Our parents are divorced and I am next of kin. Besides my heart breaking for my brother (he lived with my father) I am completely and utterly numb. I have no idea how to feel. I am scheduled to take REG (the last part for me) on Wednesday. I have studied more than I can even put into words. Power weekends, power nights, MC until I want to puke. I felt ready today, I felt like I could take down that beast that is REG until I got the phone call.
I desperately want to be done with this beast. I have studied so hard on one hand and on the other my own father, who I admittedly havent spoke to, just died. I think my brother would want me to take it, I mean whats the worst that could happen...I fail again. My brother has been one of my biggest cheerleaders. I'm so lost, so confused...so numb. When I found out I immediately started rattling off estate tax information...maybe my way to cope.
Sorry if this is not the place for soemthing like this. Just thought someone might be able to give me some encouragement/motivation/kind words...something since we are all studying for this exam too.
Hope everyone had a productive study day.